I can post absolutely nothing to Facebook, not from my phone, not from my computer.
I can't comment.
I can't even "like" anything.
I suppose now is as good a time as any to take a break from it, but not being able to do anything just makes me want to be able to all the more! Argh.
Why did I stop blogging? I used to like it. But I think I got more concerned with trying to say interesting things and not to bore people, and that's not what I liked about it. I prefer venting my spleen and bitching and moaning. You were warned.
Also, I always seem to want to rant while I'm at work, and while Swyping on my phone keyboard is good for short comments and texts, it kinda sucks for longer entries. Plus my phone logged me out, and I had to figure out my password.
And I've been spending more time on Craftster, and trying to avoid Facebook. I find my threshold for the level of bullshit I see has dropped significantly. And what do you do? Arguing with people on the internet accomplishes exactly nothing.
Today I did read an excellent comment thread (never read the comments! Except when they're awesome) on an article about the bullshit claims about some alternative medicine (can some ancient medical practices work? Yes. Are any of them a panacea? Hell no) and felt a little better about humanity, then had a conversation with a co-worker that stripped away all my warm fuzzies.
She was basically talking about all the horrible health effects of fat (omg death fat!) and how even gaining 5 pound effects her breathing and she can't stand gaining weight because it's awful and makes her feel awful. Well, two things. One, I'm sorry that obviously being like me is the worst thing you can imagine. Two, if your breathing is a concern, maybe you should fucking give up smoking. Health trolling: you're doing it wrong.
See, I'm not against skinny people, or people who want to make themselves healthier. But "losing weight" is actually never the answer. It may well indeed be a side effect! But the things people do to themselves to lose weight are often the very opposite of healthy. If you want to be healthier, by all means eat better food, exercise more, meditate, whatever it takes for you. Focus on that.
In the mean time, I'm going to stuff a cookie in my fat face and go on being okay (most of the time) with me just the way I am.
I haven't died yet, but I did have to buy a health portion once. I'm just now really starting to add things as I get a feel for it. The one thing I wish they had was weekly chores. For now, I'm just setting them as dailies with a Sunday requirement, and what I'll do is check them off on Sunday regardless of what day of the week I did them. I know I could set them as to-dos with due dates on Sunday, but then I'd have to re-enter them every week. Bah!
I did join 2 challenges, the 2015 book challenge and the 2015 reading challenge. I'm going to assume since they say "2015" I can check off the ones I've already done this year, even though I just joined. I'm not so sure about audiobooks, though. They kinda count as books, but... I'm not sure.
Blog posting would be a weekly challenge... I have ones I want to post, but it requires pictures and picture hosting is just... a pain.
I have things to post, honest I do, but they all require more than just my phone, and that's all I have right now. So I'll post about the things I want to post about, I suppose...
In not at all fun news, I have a sinus infection. Yay! I'm on drugs now, because we are suppose to have a performance on Saturday, though now the weather forecast is looking iffy (this particular event was cancelled last year due to snow). So we'll see. I am furiously trying to get some things done to sell at the workshop, but the intermittent stabbing headache and general feeling of blaaaah are making it difficult.
In better news, I do have more writing to post! I've continued, here and there, working on my music meme writing. It's getting me back in the spirit, and that makes me happy.
In further things-to-post news, I have more cleaning/organizing/hoarding books to review. No armoires this time, but still not helpful to me. I don't have the problems they attribute to "chronically disorganized" people, other than being, well, chronically disorganized. I'm not a perfectionist, I don't have emotional attachment to everything, I don't even really have any lack of energy (if I can start a new craft project, I could clean). I'm just lazy. And no self-help book is helping me. Only company motivates me. So... why don't y'all come over? ;)
I also watched a slew of bad SyFy movies that you will be hearing about...
One of my 101 things (which is subsequently part of my yearly goal book) is to go through 10 more cleaning/clutter/organizational books. This is probably a fruitless task, because I'm pretty honest about my problem. I'm not overly emotionally attached to stuff (classic boarder), I'm not a perfectionist (paralyzed into inaction), and I don't actually think I have much stuff (or a shopping problem)... I'm simply lazy. If I bothered to tidy up and put things away my house would be fine. But there's always something more interesting to be doing, and I generally pick that. Why fold that avalanche of fabric when I could go sit over there and knit? Why clean off my art desk when I can work on my clay at my computer desk? Until it reaches critical mass, I'd rather step over piles of laundry and bags of stuff than devote the time to cleaning it.
And it's not that I'm a perfectionist. Because when it hits that point, I have zero problems cleaning up. It's that up until then, it doesn't bother me enough to overcome my inertia. I. Am. Lazy.
No cleaning or self-help book is written about that.
Still, it's on the list, so... today it's Good Things for Organizing by Martha Stewart.
She starts off by saying that you don't have to have a massive kitchen to get it organized, then proceeds to suggest using an armoire in the kitchen to organize things... I don't know about you, but I'm pretty sure my definition of "massive kitchen" is one that a freakin' enormous armoire fits in. And, or course, there's advice on not scratching your china or good silver... neither of which is an issue for me.
Sadly, the rest of the book follows pretty much the course you might expect. Enormous rooms are pictured, almost all of the organization tips require pricy purchases (unless you have a garage full of spare armoires), and the rest are off-puttingly snooty (tired of your guest ruining you pristine white towels with their make-up? In each guest set, have a dark-colored hand towel embroidered with the word "make up". No, really!).
There were a few interesting tips, like using finials bookends (because you can screw them into the shelf and they won't move/fall over), but mostly it's a useless book full of organization-porn pictures that will just make you feel inadequate and crap. Because my house sure as hell will never look like that, no matter what I do. It's simply to small and I don't have that much money to spend on all the kitschy antique furniture.
I have more writing, but it's downstairs on a jump drive, and I am feeling really, really lazy (and I don't need a refill on my drink yet).
I made another goal book
for this year, and while I'm too lazy to upload a picture somewhere to put in this post, there are tons of pictures over in the Craftster post. And it explains why I went with 20/15 goals this year (besides being a not-so-subtle play on the year). I just can't let go of things I didn't finish before!
Also, I *finally* found my 101 things list I started back in January of 2014... I have not made great progress on it.
Ones I've completed:
#6- Release 20 Bookcrossing books
My account says 19, but I swear I did 20. Maybe it doesn't count the one I found?
#7 - Participate in a Craftster Challenge
I have done several, though never come close to winning
#9 - Blue Gummy Bear Bellydance outfit
Completed in time for Shimmy for the Cure last year
#35 - Watch 10 of IMDB's bottom 100 movies
Thanks to MST3K, easily done.
#65 - 10 Operation Beautiful cards
More than done! I did a lot...
#74 - Visit IKEA
And never again.
#97 - Pi costume
Made for the picnic in the summer of 2014
Ones I've made some progress on:
#1 - Finish Bathroom
It's close, I'm just not motivated to work on it. :(
#2 - A-Z Movies
I'm missing 4: N, U, X, Y (the last three I understand, but how did I miss out on N?!)
#27 - Take pictures of things that spell out the alphabet
I have about a dozen, I think.
#28 - Read my height in books
Ongoing, I don't actually know where I am with that! Sadly, I mostly do audiobooks...
#50 - Watch all seasons from 5 different shows
I keep getting most of the way through shows and losing steam...
#61 - Watch 5 foreign language films
I've done three! But you can't craft and just listen to them... you have to read!
#66 - 10 new teas
I think I may have done this, but wasn't really keeping track?
But now that I've found it, I can add that goal list to my goal book and keep better track! Hopefully...
Meme Question: Describe yourselfSong 1:
Let Me Be the One – Quiet RiotInspiration:
The theme of the song, which is pretty much in the title as well!Word Count
She looked at him longingly. Just ask me, she pleaded silently. I know the answer, I can help you! And once we work together, you’ll see how wonderful I am and you’ll start hanging out with me, and then…( Her daydream was cut short...Collapse )Song 2:
Thick as a Brick – Jethro TullInspiration:
Song TitleWord Count
“Seriously, I can be a thick as two short planks at times,” Louise murmured to herself as she deleted a piece of code, hopefully the garbage that was causing it to hang up while compiling. Her office mate looked up and grinned.( That must be a Brit expression,Collapse )Song 3:
Serenade of Flames – SerenityInspiration:
Lyrics – One more night and then in flames you’ll die. Nothing you can do or say will change your fate.Word Count
The key clanked in the lock and the iron door swung open just far enough to admit a tall man in dark robes. She huddled in the corner, the rags that were her dress clutched around her.( What are you doing here?Collapse )Song 4:
Restless – Within TemptationInspiration:
It’s a song about a ghost haunting her (heart).Word Count
She sat at the table, staring at the single candle as the cold winter wind howled outside the door. She’d moved halfway around the world, to this remote Highland village, to try to escape the memories. Nothing could have been further from the hustle and bustle of New York City and the life they’d shared there, but she felt his presence as strongly as she had in their apartment. The place they had loved and laughed and promised to grow old together. The place…
The flame on the candle dipped and guttered as the wind outside shrieked “you killed me, and you will pay…”
I need to start writing again, because I miss it. The art and crafting are great, but they're seriously putting a big dent in my reading and writing. I think a lot of my problem with getting writing is a lack of motivation/prompts. My alter-ego did well writing semi-smut for kink_bingo, but they took a year off, and I haven't been able to get into any of the other bingo communities... just not really motivating me. So I thought I'd try something. It may or may not work, we'll see.
I'm doing the "put your music player on random and use song titles to answer these questions" memes, and I'm going to try to use those to write very short little snippets. I'm running through each meme four times, so there could be four drabbles per question, or one, depending on how well they go. I could use the sing title, a lyric, or the general meaning/theme of the sing for inspiration.
I've already determined my music player hates me. It plays songs from compilation albums I hate and skips my favorite songs, also lives to repeat itself, a lot. There are something like 7,000 songs in this computer, no way would a random playing have 15 repeats in less than 75 songs!
Anyway, that's the plan. It'll probably fall flat, but we'll see...
Going into the last quarter, I've accomplished 4,320 of the 10,000 goals from the 100/100 list I made. Since the whole idea of the 50/50 list was only to achieve 50%, I'm sticking with that even though it's not as... symmetrical for it to be 100/100/50.
Goals I have completely accomplished this year are:
1. Think up 100 lists of 100 things
4. Download 100 songs from Freegal
5. Do 100 craft projects (not including art)
19. Fold 100 origami stars
28. Abandon 100 pieces of art/craft (ATCs, operation beautiful, cranes)
32. Watch 100 movies
34. Listen to 100 discs of audiobooks
58. 100 levels of 4 pics 1 word
59. 100 winning games of spider solitaire
61. 100 Sudoku puzzles
62. 100 levels of Bubble Blast II
63. 100 word searches
64. 100 levels of Mahjong
71. 100 circles
72. 100 squares
73. 100 triangles
74. 100 stars (I'm not happy with this one, though)
75. 100 hearts (not happy with this one, either)
76. 100 10 letter words
77. 100 15 letter words
78. 100 20 letter words
82. 100 adjectives that describe me
84. Think up a new 101 things in 1001 days list (technically I only needed 100 of those!)
91. Bake 100 dozen cookies
There are some I'm pretty close on, so hopefully over the next few weeks I'll have some more finishes. There are 17 that I have at least 50 of, so... I'd better get in gear! I'm going to try to upload some pictures of some of the prettier finished pages...
Technically a country of my ancestors, but I really don't lay any claim to any of the countries my family is "from", and certainly not one I've never even visited (though I hope to some day, not for any ancestry or genealogy, but because I think the country is pretty). So I don't presume to have an opinion on the vote today, but I find it interesting that no one at work knows/cares/wants to talk about it.
Not to say what they should do, because I don't think it's right for outsiders who certainly don't have the whole story to say what is right for a people (*ahem*) but to merely speculate on the outcome and reasoning and consequences (of either decision).
I can't say I regret this country (the U.S.) splitting from the U.K., though a vote certainly would have been easier than a war. And if we can stay... if not "friends", at least "allies" after that, hopefully if it comes to a split, eventually England and Scotland can be... well, as much of "friends" as you can be after a messy and painful break-up.
Though I've always thought it was weird when people stay friends with their ex, because all the time, you know that thought is in there... that they've licked your naughty bits. And, really, that seems like it would make things just a tad awkward.